Friday, February 17, 2012

Day 294- February 17th: Cold!

Our heat isn't working. And I'm freezing and I wish I had a man to keep me warm. But I'm really enjoying watching a movie in my big bed. And waiting for the landlord to call back and tell me when the gas company is coming.

Day 293-February 16th: Of Monsters and Men

I love this song!

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Day 292-February 15th: MTLE

Today I got my MTLE results from the 3 content exams. I passed them all! So glad I don't have to waste anymore time or money on them. Now I set my sights on passing the pedagogy exams in 3 and a half weeks. I also had a splitting headache for most of the day.
This what my quote today, and I love it :)


Plunge boldly into the thick of life, and seize it where you will, it is always interesting.
- Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Day 291-February 14th: Valentines Day

I hate this holiday.  My valentines day message for you is as follows: Love should be celebrated 365 days of the year, not on some random day of the year decided on by Hallmark. Show your love every single day and to everyone you can.

I got to thinking about love today, and the love I've had and the love I've lost. I came to the following conclusion: As much as I hate being single I'm still so hurt from the last man I loved (and still love) that there is no way I'm ready to put my heart on the line for anyone else. Before I can take the chance of having it broken again I need to give it the time it needs to become whole and complete. If I don't, then any relationship I start will be half-hearted. And let's face it: I'm not the kind of girl who goes into anything half hearted (unless it is something I really dislike.) When I teach I teach my heart out. When I clean I do it well. When I drink I drink a lot. When I love, I will love my heart out.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Day 290-February 13th: rambling

I did way too much yelling at children today. I didn't like it one bit, but sometimes it is just required.

Also, I think I've probably gone completely mad again. Or maybe I'm finally sane again? not sure on this one...
I made my first ever pros and cons list. I literally wrote it all out and then just like that all the cons got their asses whooped. Well the majority of them did.

I also got spotify! And ate leftover cake and ice cream. It was super yummy!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Day 289- February 12th: Birthday

Wow. I'm 22. Where does time go? And when can I go back to age 7? That was a good year. I don't remember a lot about it, but I'm sure it involved less homework, less worrying, less concerns about the future, and a lot more fun. I'd like to take a moment to remember a few past birthdays. 13 was a good year. I remember having rip and dip cake. Yum! 18 sucked...I was sick. My mom had a small surprise party for me but I really didn't feel it. 19 involved pasta Thursday at the dorms, and my first cigarette. Sad to say it wasn't my last. (no worries. I only went through like 4 packs in my lifetime and I think my ex smoked the majority of them.) 20 sucked...I was sick. My boyfriend came over and made me soup and mashed potatoes, we watched some tv and cuddled and I gave him a ride to work. On the way there he told me something that sadly became very true. He told me that year 20 and 21 would be the toughest of my life. And they have been.
But truth be told I think year 22 is going to be just as hard, if not harder. But heres the great part: It finally matters. All the work in school will be implemented in a real job. All the living off of no money will pay off, since I have some money to travel now. And all that heartache has only made me a stronger girl. Basically what I'm saying is: Fuck you year 22. I'm gonna whoop your ass!

Day 288- February 11th: our celebration

Today was a nice day off from work. I woke up super early and went and did my grocery shopping before the store got crazy. Then I made it to the gym for a huge workout. I did laundry and homework. Then it was time to celebrate my birthday and Becky finishing the LSAT. So we got all cute and dressed up to go out to dinners at Sawatdee (thai) and out to Northeast to get "fancy" drinks. Then I came home and watched chick flicks with Becky while falling asleep on the couch. It was a wonderful night :)